As mad as my decision was, I didn’t have a better idea. It was impulsive, intuitive, and every other adjective instead of Sane.
I ran towards the
noise, my face creased with anger, at something I couldn’t see but was certain
was there, coming towards me. Fists clenched, arms wide and roaring my head
off, at something I could only hear coming my way. I had no idea where what was
walking towards me was, but I remember the freezing patch of air I hit. I
passed through what felt like ice and stopped. I felt like I had just stepped
out of a freezer. Looking behind me I could see what appeared to be a
distortion in the air. Then, slowly, it faded. Everything I saw through the
haze, the doors, the office, was bent a little out of shape. It was like
looking through a prism, and then it was gone. Everything was back to normal.
I just stood there,
waiting. Nothing. No response, no noise, no reaction, nothing. I walked back,
retracing my steps to the office and sat down in a chair next to the radiator.
I was slowly warming up again when I heard John and Derek coming back down the
corridor I had just run down. As if I needed confirmation, I stared at their
feet. They were both wearing trainers, not shoes. Their feet made no sound. I
wasn’t insane.
John made his
goodbyes after Derek reassured me that he was ready take over from him. It
wasn’t a difficult job, as I said before, it was ‘reactionary’. You dealt with
what happened on a daily bases. I knew a lot about that. Anything could happen
at a moment’s notice. I knew a lot about that too.
I shook hands with
John and wished him good luck in his new role in East Ham as I walked him to
the front door for the last time.
“I filled Derek in
on what’s happened here Dave.” He said, “He had heard a lot from others in the
council. It’s quite common knowledge it seems.”
I nodded, as I had
been asked by at least 8 other caretakers and assistants about it so it was no
surprise.
Every time we went
to the Pyramid Building in Stratford to pick up our wages quite a few people I
did not know nodded to me and the occasional whispering happened. Some even
gave that pitying big grin that people use at funerals as if it conveys a
message of ‘I understand what you are going through’.
I waved John off
and he got to the end of Deanery road, turned around and looked back, waving.
and giving me a double thumbs up.
As I waved back I
noticed he looked to the right at the windows in the offices and staffroom on
the ground floor of the school. Something had caught his eye. He backed away,
around the corner of Water Lane towards the Romford road and he was gone. I
never once saw him take his eyes off the school. He was staring at something.
I stepped back into
the large Foyer and thought about locking the front door but thought better of
it.
I walked back to
the office and found Derek had made a cup of tea for us. We sat there in
silence for a while. I kept thinking about John staring at the windows in the
offices.
“I’ve got a dog.
Only a little one. A Jack Russell. Would it be OK if I brought him in with me
if I am doing a letting? He’s no trouble. If I give him a ball he amuses
himself for hours.”
I was still miles
away but had heard him. I knew dogs were very intuitive and picked up on all
sorts of things.
“I think that’s an
excellent idea, Derek. An excellent idea!”
“Thanks, Cheers!”
he said clinking our mugs.
“What’s his name?”
I asked.
“Bruce!” He said
with pride.
“Well, here’s to
Bruce!” I said. “Cheers!”
Yes. This was an
excellent idea!
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